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i havent up dated in like a year. anyway nothin has been up same old shit different day.
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[17 Dec 2004|08:41pm] |
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the flesh a tomb :atreyu |
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havent updated in years. um nothin has changed its all the same haning out with heathurrr like always.
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[25 Nov 2004|03:45pm] |
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went to mesa
hung out with ben
went to the park
hung out with heather vawn ana keith jose mikey and allen.
yeh..
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[21 Nov 2004|07:29pm] |
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Them jeans |
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( Pictures )
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[21 Nov 2004|12:40pm] |
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Friday
Subway
park
Saturday
sat at home
heather came over
went to woodranch
hahha hot guys..wow haha
went to home depot.
danceeeeee
haha
took pictures. did wanna load them all so heres one. ha
more pictures comming soonnnn
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[19 Nov 2004|03:48pm] |
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Undiscovered:ashlee simpson |
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My heart is broken in Two because of you.
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[17 Nov 2004|03:44pm] |
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your so last summerr:taking back sunday |
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We started talking in math class...7th grade. we used to stare at jamal cuz he would be sitting outside of class like everyday. and we thought he was hottt. people hated you..i didnt understand why.we became really close. writing notes to each other planning to go to the afterdarks..and hang out...we sat next to eachother in math class. you thought i was crazy cuz i would always talk and get introuble. i thought you were really shy and nice. and i was like wow why the fuck do people hate you? your so nice. then i heared the story. and i was like wow gay...that summer we became closer. hung out everyday. sleepovers...movies..TEEN TRAVEL CAMP. we were gluedddddd. we went to speedddddzone. the beach.six flags.ha i was scared of big rides. so you ditched me lol but it was chill i hung out with amanda and jackie. we went to hurricane harbor and ha ill never forget this...we see a HOTTTTTT guy and you look at me and i look at you. and we nod our heads and say "lets follow him" well we lost him after 4153487387 hours.we found him. next thing i know your talking to him...ha brian and dj got all mad and called him MOP head...we hung out with them got there numbers. and we 3wayed call him almost everyday lol.
8th grade year
we were still really really close. you hooked me up with chris. ha thanks<3 we only had P>E and leadership together..we became closer. went through rough times...haha abng bang bang..we used to sing disney songs. annoyed the shit out of lance and jorden. made fun of godfry and anna gas. got jumped by jake and his friends lol...almost getting your ass kicked by mexicans..anna wanted to kick your ass. s we got the guys and tped her house..and we were the only ones to get down lol great times. and guess what i had your back the whole time. me and you were crazy. you were a shy girl who would stare at me when i would yell talk get in trouble.and now. i stare at you. youve changed.for the good. you had confendice you wherent shy. as the year went by. things started changing. we didnt trust eachother. we got in fights. we hung out...just not as much..we called eachother. just not everyday. you called me a poser. for listening to the same shit you do. you just started talking shit......we got in an other fight. and heather was in it. this ruined it. then we got back together. things werent the same. your change became from good. to bad in just one snap of my fingers. by now. i ditched all my old friends. no one to turn to. i just agreed tried not to cause drama i became shy. not talking. now your wild and crazy.....Summer came. didnt wish me happy birthday..never called. me. i went to mexico. you called me once. when i got back. we hung out me you and heather..4 of july thing...things got weird. didnt talk to eachother since. i went to longbech. no calls. i came back..no calls..i finally called heather to see whats up. she invited me to the beach i went. and i got sick...no calls when i was sick nothing....i got better. after 4 weeks. still no call. so i sjut left it as that......summer was ending. i started to hang out with heather. me and her got close....me and you drifted.
9th grade
we saw eachother...hi..and bye..no conv....still the same hung out. just once since school started. youve changed. for the worst. i never thought you would be like this. talking shitt about me. trying to get everyone to hate me.jsut gay stuff...you said i was annoying. even tho we didnt even talk to eachother.now you cant even look at me. and i cant look at you. now theres no hi or bye..we just walk right pass eachother. you think your the shit. talking shit about your friends. well its jsut gonna turn everyone aganist you. and then. you will turn back to the shy girl you were in my math calss in 7th grade.
it sucks our friendship ended up this way.
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| Friday♥ |
[13 Nov 2004|11:26am] |
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taking back sunday♥ |
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friday was okay i guess heather came over went to the park..no one was there..came home. got ready went to the game....chilled with ryan and jose...chris kyle..sharo maddy megan katie. all these people. yeh..walked home with vawn and heather..yuuuppp
my dad comes home today woo hoo
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[10 Nov 2004|08:54pm] |
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I can tell:Saosin |
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Today sucked.
Tomorrow.
park with heather and jose.
friday footbal game.
so..i guess im chillin with heather the whole weekend
woo party
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[07 Nov 2004|07:34pm] |
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My new cd |
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-school
-home
-heather came over
-went and got my sister from her frieds house
-me and "feather" haha got beat up by a 4 year old
-came home
-went to breannas
-bob nathan korey brennon collin. came over out of nooo where
-played b-ballll
-Chris and johnny came over
-they talked about bikes
-the rest of the night was gay.
woke up.
-me and heather ate
-played with the puppy
-heather left
-went to my uncles
-my cousin was going to a party
-i went with her
-it was me my cousin ym other cousin. her friend and her sister
-we were in the car
-almost died
-got to the party
-kind of gay
-mann Hotties...yeh they were picking up me on me my cousin. but then...they became ugly cuz they were asssesss
-left
-we were gonna go to a movie. but the alst show was 10:30
-so we didnt make it
-chilled around there
-went home
next morning
-went to church/
-sleep asleep
-ate
-chilled
-mexican rap is so awesome haha
-gangster guys.. are kind of hot
-i think im gonna move to longbeach.. cuz i have fun there.
-got beat up by my little cousins.
-my mom didnt wnna come a pick me up
-so my uncle brought me home
-now im home
Shake what you got in thme jeansssss
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[04 Nov 2004|06:54pm] |
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Seven years:saosin |
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So...Keith tells me he is got me a present...Guess what he got me
( Look )
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[03 Nov 2004|07:35pm] |
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Love is like a punishment
Homegirl here to represent
So innocently you seem to come my way
While Tinkerbell and Cupid play
They sit there and laugh
I sit here and I can't believe my eyes
You found me at last
But wait and see how it'll agonize
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| Jiana's Party |
[31 Oct 2004|08:53am] |
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Everybodys Fool:evanscences |
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[30 Oct 2004|10:33am] |
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ohio is for lovers:hawthorne heights |
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woo yesturday was fun
went to school
went to the store
went to rite aid with brandon and chris
ryan and jake came over
ryan and jake left
breanna came outside..
hung out with herrr
breanna chris brandon and i went to rite aid again
got candy
hung out at the parkin lot
saw JACKIEEE and her boyfrienddd
said hii
then brandon and chris left
then me and breanna hung out..made a video of me skateboarding haha
brandon eric and chris came over
went in the spa
the pool was like freezing and chris pushed me in
then brandon jumped in
then breanna
thenn we got out. went on the computer
chris brandon and eric had to go.
then i left
yeh it was funn
Halloween is tomorrow night!!!!!! woo call me if you want to hang out 217-0707
HAPPY BIRTHDAY jiana!!!!<3
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[26 Oct 2004|09:49pm] |
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Rookie of the year:Funeral for a friend |
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its raining!! woo hoo. i hope its like this tomorrow..i wish my BFFl wouldnt move..or choose to leave on monday..i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. its cold. i hate homework.i need new cds. my camera is getting old. my cell phone is fallin apart.i miss Brooke. its still jianas birthday. im gonna be a whore on halloween. with handcuffs. so it better not rain..i hope halloween goes great...hopefully my friends wont ditch me. i want a boyfriend. i need a life.im buying off all of targets candy's, i went to office depot for mini mentoes. my computer is slow. my sisters go on my screenname and talk to me friends...i got a new sn by the way BLEEDNXXMASCARA yes i know it owns.
p.s JACKIE TRAN AND ALEX TORNERO=Studssssss..i love you jackie. you so own..
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[24 Oct 2004|11:52am] |
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Friday
heather came over
football game
heather slept over
Saturday
Heather left
Went to sarahs party...it was the SHITTTTTT happy birthday sarah<3
Slept over
Sunday
Came home
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BREANNAAA<3
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[21 Oct 2004|05:24pm] |
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Today was okay. it didnt rain....i didnt have a backpack....its still jianas birthday..heather has my cell phone. me and jackie took more pictures lol...vawn waited for me after sixth period...like he does everyday..yehhh same thing happends everyday. tomorrows the football game..and im going!!
( <3 )
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